It's been a long day at work and I'm now sitting doing nothing but listening to my iPod and watching youtube videos (not at the same time) thinking about nothing.
Earlier on I was talking to someone at work about the fact that when people don't text me back I always seem to get this voice in my head saying "You've done something wrong" and I can't get rid of it, and checking my phone every hour or so is not helping. I know that people are busy and have life's beyond me but all I can think is that I've done something wrong or they never liked me in the first place. One of my friends get tired easily and works odd hours at this time of year, the other one has just had a little bump so is busy with the baby hence neither of them have texted me back. I know it's the logical reason but it's still there niggling away. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I've had friends in the past who have just drifted away with no logical reasoning behind it or they have suddenly turned from friend to enemy over night. I do have friends who don't text me back for days and I accept that because it happens all the time and I know them well enough to know they don't mean it, but then there are the ones who normally text me back after two seconds who don't. Non-Logical Brain is in action at the moment.
Eat Pray Love - Must Read it!
Night Night xx
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